Just a cold.. Will he get them to safety before blood-thinner boy bleeds out? Hes shocked at the things he sees because all of the ingredients are sitting on the kitchen table and Eddies just looking at them like he doesnt know what to do first. The aftermath is heavy. "She wants me to ride with them to the hospital!". Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? How do you know I didn't fall asleep? He asks with a mischievous smirk. Buck pushed the plane past Mach 1 and was rounding on Mach 1.5, enjoying the roar of the engine and the steady vibration of the plane under him. ---Danger looms as Taylor's career turns in new directions, leaving Buck torn between feeling proud and protective. Since your leg got crushed, Eddie supplied, finally filling in the dots. There, by chance, he meets Buck. 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Hes always believed strange things occur on a full moon but so far nothing particularly odd has happened to him, he just cant sleep. I would have understood.__________________________Buck and Eddie help Maddie move into her new apartment, Eddie gets petty with Taylor Kelly after she flirts with Buck and Eddie tries to cook for Buck. He wants to drift away, but there is a weight holding his hand, and it anchors him still. You dont deserve him, Eddie says. Buck's heart gave a painful lurch as he thought of that precious little boy, one of the only bright spots in his life that was now so dull and devoid of joy. Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley and Maddie Buckley's Parents, Maddie Buckley Acting as Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parental Figure. Distantly, he thinks the answer feels within his reach, the one he knows will let him stay, but the lines of it are blurry and he cant really see it, cant really figure out what it is trying to say to him. ~ aka coma!buck spec fic where buck finds himself in his perfect life but can't help the feeling that something is missing. Every time he said it made Eddie believe him less and less. What will happen when Chris shows up on his doorsteps one day and asks him to come back? Buck has been a dragon rider since birth, and he has hidden this fact for most of his life. After the tsunami, they bond and become mates. . I was just checking if youre ready Eddie says faintly, trailing off as his eyes track the path of the lightning seared across Bucks skin. 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After meeting with the lawyer and his team, Buck is distraught. Starts the morning after 'Do You Think I'm Gay?' Buck loved Eddie's hugs. After the tsunami, Buck's feeling adrift and uncertain. Buck's new colleague is an alpha and he hates him. Buck is mortified, and Eddie is comforting, and they talk and even laugh a bit. Or, the soft clothes sharing fic that turned a little angsty because these boys are idiots. Cue all the panic. When what felt like the longest silence had passed, Buck finally went on. Through pure adrenaline he was scaling the ladder, acutely aware that he was screamingvoice cracking through the thunder begging Buck to be okay and to just hold on. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. After all they've been through together, the members of the 118 can definitely call themselves a family. Maybe, umif thats okI meanis that ok with you?, Eddies cheeks become flushed and he looks at Buck. Please consider turning it on! Maybe she knew that he wouldn't know how to stop. "Sir, please just-" Bucks head was low, eyes trained on the ground, shoulders pulling upwards as he cowered away from the man. He's not doing so hot and no one seems to notice until it's almost too late. His eyes are screwed shut, and he is grinding his teeth so tight that they will break. Just you.. (Or, Buck self-harms. After the hostage situation. Set in New York City, Detective Olivia Benson and her husband Elliot Stabler have a 6 year old daughter named Josephine. Years later, running into the ghosts of his past while starting his new job, will he be able to get over the pain? Work Search: Ritter Gallo and Buck friendship-- Casey is going to need something strong. Buck-switched it?, Bobby nodded. Hes grabbing at his chest because he cant catch his breath. Buck thought that Eddie felt the same, that their feelings of more than just being platonic best friends was mutual. I had him do the coffee run, you know, change of scenery. Eddie tells Buck what he needs to hear. 911buck firststory +7 more # 2 Shots Fired! forgotten by some, remembered by you, a 9-1-1 fanfic | FanFiction Buck, you took the Captain's exam and passed it on the first try. I just left the 118, He defends and she shakes her head. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Cradling Someone in Their Arms. Buck shrugs half-heartedly. this is the story from the nurse, the morning after his plan failed. Going somewhere that wasn't really home anymore when he was barely awake enough to make his feet move might not have been the best idea. In the aftermath of the shooting, Buck visits Bobby in the hospital, and they have a long-overdue conversation. You know this job because youve lived and breathed it every day for the last 12 years. Part 3 of BuckTaylor Week; "Hey, hey - I've got you." cause a lot of people write it the other way around and i need to even the scales, Eddie is surprisingly emotionally vulnerable in this one, mostly mentioned or make a brief appearance. Evan "Buck" Buckley & Harry Grant are Siblings. There's no in between." But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. Buck and Eddie's relationship through the years, but through the eyes of Hen. Eddie was cleaning out one of the drawers in Buck's bedside table when he froze and sat down on the bed hard. Through pure adrenaline he was scaling the ladder, acutely aware that he was screamingvoice cracking through the thunder begging Buck to be okay and to just hold on. Buck you okay? Chapter 1: The ambulance Ride, a 9-1-1 fanfic | FanFiction 911 fanfiction buck ignored What happens when Eddie notices something? The lightning strike adds another memory to Bucks skin. Buck is dejected. Who is this man? He'd grown up hearing the stories of soulmates, which was rare. Panic shot through Eddie as saw this. He's wrong on both accounts. Why didn't you tell me you were hurting this bad?, Buck closed his eyes, you don't tell people you're not okay, he said. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. And youll be with Grant, right?. Hes also pissed at me for some reason and it kind of feels like we broke up a few hours ago and I dont know why. You're healing. You promised that you wouldnt leave Buck. Hen said and he sighed deeply, turning slowly to face her. His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. - No estabas roncando. He shook his head, letting out another weighted breath. Buck would do anything to protect the people he loves, even reopen old scars that he thought were sealed forever. It was too much to handle, to process. Because Buck, this godsend of a man, that made Eddies life so much better in completely different ways, was not sleeping on his cramped annoyingly small couch. "Of course. A follow-up to Chris being found after the tsunami; Eddie takes Buck home with him. And you're holding me really tight, like you don't want me to leave. Buck relaxes his body a little, damn, maybe he's anxious without realizing it. Yea, that would be stupid. Buck is kidnapped by a serial killer a couple of days after the lawsuit. 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You answered every question correctly and in the history of the LAFD no one has ever scored 100% on that exam but you did., Eddie moves his right hand from Bucks shoulder and gently cups his cheek. - Pudiste despertarme y sentirte muy culpable despus. He was powerless against the Diaz boys and wanted nothing more than to be swept up in their everything. It's hard telling thembut it's even worse watching them not know what to do. Surprisingly, it is the most talkative among them that holds the most secrets. Buck could see his own body lay in the balance between the ladder and the surface, unresponsive. He gestures helplessly at the mirror. Buck and Eddie have both experienced traumatic things. The team and Maddie eventually believe Buck is no longer alive. Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? He savoured each and every Eddie hug he got. He loved this place, loved this job, but he often felt unwanted. He knows the lawsuit was a mistake.To distract himself, he goes jogging at night.A fatal mistake. Ch 1: Eddie's POV of the Lightning Strike and aftermath.Ch 2: Bobby's POVCh 3: Buck's POV, Pre-6b Speculative Fic.So spoilers of sorts if you haven't seen the promos/clips. Buck cooks for Eddie and they have their first of many real conversations as trusted partners. I am horrible at summaries, but basically, two idiots who are in love and don't know how to communicate who break up and then get back together after successfully talking. Eddie probably looked really stupid right now. He knows hes probably going to worst-case-scenario, but he worries. There's no in between." Traitorously and because Buck was a glutton for punishment, his eyes slid up from his phone and scanned the bay until he spotted Eddie jumping out of the ambulance with the fluid ease of someone getting comfortable in his surroundings. Please consider turning it on! He couldnt do life without Buck. And that gorgeous purple curled hair.he's never seen hair so thick.not since. Okay, you win this argument. They both laugh and Eddie seems to be thinking about what to say to him, he doesn't want to worry his boyfriend. 911 fanfiction buck ignored - beckoning-cat.com When he eventually returned to LA, things had settled. Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz. But now it all seems like one huge mountain thats insurmountable. A step that now Buck was going to be late for. Buck pushed into his touch and opened a blurry eye to stare up at Eddie. She had woken up to a dark figure in the room. Luckly, Eddie is there to take care of him. Eddie could recite it from memory because Buck had been gullibly worried about it for days. I have Johnson babysitting him, to make sure he actually sleeps.. + worry. 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We could stop somewhere before we head back to the station or I could. Eddie and Chris step in to anchor him. Josephine has always tried her hardest to stay away from strangers, never talk to anyone she doesnt know and always go to her sister Kathleen when she needs to feel safe when their parents arent around or at school. They were best friends, partners, lovers. He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. Everyone has a breaking point. And then he's standing right in front of Eddie. And then he hangs up the phone and lets out a ragged breath - one it sounds like hes been holding for much longer than the length of that conversation. 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'911 Fic: It Don't Break Even - bitter inspiration Buck his head sprung up, and he looked right into Eddies eyes, he studied his face looking for anything, anything that could display his feelings. Please give me another chance? While Josie is sleeping, a week after they had been at camp, a young man, supposedly a camp counselor, came into Josies room while she was sleeping, unknown to anyone else. Didnt Buck work a 24-hour, and then cover Alvez for overtime? Bobby nodded. He turned around, making his way back to the truck when he saw Buck falter in step. So Eddie is fucked, pun absolutely intended in the worst way. He tells no one. He shouldve written that date down. Eddie is too far gone in the wrong way for anything good to come out of this, but Eddie knows hes not going anywhere. Work Search: Buck tries to ignore the pang in his heart. Buck and Eddie have a moment in the moonlight. OR: Buck's line snaps during the lightning storm. "Buck, if you can hear me, squeeze my hand.". Buck was tired, okay. He wished he could have more but he would take what he could get. After the wave hits, Buck manages to get Christopher atop the fire engine, but his injuries leave them stranded. Buck sits with his back pressed up against the side of the bed, bare feet against the early morning chill of the hardwood floor. "I want to go with Eddie" The words were stumbling past his lips before his medicated mind could catch up to what he was asking for. He could have saved her, if he had just been faster or smarter or braver, she would still be alive right now. Buck needs a firm hand sometimes, and Bobby is just the person to provide it. Buck wasnt the mother of his kid, or his army buddies that hed fought in battle with. A real family. in which Evan "Buck" Buckley is an aviator, Eddie Diaz is jealous, and Chimney would really like to know why that man's name is Bradley Bradshaw. But the way Eddie and Chris just waltzed into his life and acted like they belonged there . Episode: s04e04 9-1-1 What's Your Grievance? They are surprised to find out that Buck has moved on and no one knows where he is. Buck and Eddie meet at a bar a week before Eddie starts at the 118. Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV) A year after what seemed like a fever dream, Buck is actually thinking his life has turned around. He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". Chim can't get a song out of his head, blames Buck and realizes Eddie's further down the road to happiness than he thought. Im okay, babe, Buck said with a sigh. You will not regret it. You weren't snoring. Eddie has an even more mischievous grin on his face. He knows that his captain has a sad past that no one talks about. After the lawsuit things get worse for Buck. It did hurt though." Maddie said. Josephine is commonly known as Josie, the spunky 6 year old who everyone adores at the station where her mother works. When the day started, Kelly didn't put much thought into it. Everything that leads up to the terrifying day and what happens all the while Olivia and Elliot try to find their daughter. Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley - Works | Archive of Our Own Buck celebrates Christmas together with his boyfriend. "Look, I tried to be careful, I tried to keep myself safe-". Its cold in my home.. All of that means nothing to him, really. And what will he do with all the feelings that arise during the rescue? Eddie thinks his boys are safe, but is soon to discover the complete opposite. And today is one of those rare occasions. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? But to answer your question, there's nothing that has me anxious or worried, everything is fine.. Thats exciting, youve been wanting to get more involved, right? Hes trying to ignore the trepidation, thinking about his girlfriend being the face of unsolved crimes, but hes trying to be supportive. 9-1-1 (TV) - Works | Archive of Our Own - Eddie tiene una una sonrisa an ms maliciosa en su rostro. He no longer feels like he belongs. ", "Am I uh do you do you think I deserve to be happy?". yeah I can't believe I actually wrote this but here we are! Truth Bomb Chapter 1, a 9-1-1 fanfic - FanFiction.Net Because of misunderstandings, no one realizes he is kidnapped when he takes the ambulance to the shop for repairs. Before Eddie knew what was happening, Buck twisted him around, dropping down low and extending a hand up to him. A Navy Seal who was injured on the tour. She has an older sister Kathleen who is 15. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Shit. He never saw her again after that, and he's never gathered the courage to look her up and find out which path she took. Is everything ok?, Without looking up, Eddie sighs, runs one of his hands over his face and thinks, Its now or never. Ever since the blood clots had thrown his whole life out of ordermaybe even before thatBuck had felt adrift, lost, untethered. - Hay algo preocupndote? Especially when it's Eddies.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------Whumptober Day 17: Hemorrhage/Dread. Buck sucked in a gasp, shaky and thin and Eddie dropped the gear in his hands, ignoring anything else and just trying to get to Buck's side. Buck left the 118 six years ago and he only kept in touch with Chris. Only a small drop spilled the glass he was trying to hold, drowning him.Maybe it's time to stop fighting the water. Rain, crashing against the visor, the flashlight still on and flickering in the storm. THIS IS 95% WRITTEN. Inevitable that hes feeling Bobbys hands grip against his turnout, still askew and half-off where Chimney once was, hands running up his chest while he checked for injuries. Good for him, that Mac will always be there for him. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Sensory Deprivation, Ch 1: Eddie's POV of the Lightning Strike and aftermath.Ch 2: Bobby's POVCh 3: Buck's POV, Pre-6b Speculative Fic.So spoilers of sorts if you haven't seen the promos/clips. He laughs so hard and so loud that his stomach starts hurting. And she fights anyone who harms Buck. Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. Caught in the rhythm of routine, Eddie remembers a few moments too late that hes meant to be entering quietly when he gets home from work. The 118 looks at him in confusion. Buck pushed the plane past Mach 1 and was rounding on Mach 1.5, enjoying the roar of the engine and the steady vibration of the plane under him. At least if that were true, it would make it a little easier to accept. And sure enough, as it always does, Bobbys patience pays off. No one on the team knows exactly what happened back then. This would be fine, if it werent for the fact that Eddie had abandoned Buck in the parking lot with his pants undone. Its been two hours since his last drink. Yet there are still things they don't know. On the edge of breaking down Buck cant sleep and Eddie sees. Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents. That time Buck was a liar who lied about a cold hours before he was about to perform. But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. He would hold on for that voice if he could - he thinks he wants to try, if only so he never has to hear the pain laced through every syllable coming from their mouth. I know, he mumbles, letting his eyes close, but, we do good, you do good, Eds.. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. self-soothing Embarrassment Buck secretly sucks his thumbs sometimes and Eddie accidentally sees him doing it Emotional Hurt/Comfort Fluff and Humor Misunderstandings Pacifiers Light Angst Eddie Diaz Needs to Use Actual Words (9-1-1 TV) They've been sharing a bed most nights now, and Eddie wakes one morning to find Buck sucking his thumb. Bucks eyes go wide and then he starts laughing. Only that the captain lost 2 of his 3 children. He knew that after the lawsuit he was not going to be easy, but he was drowning more and more. It makes Bucks fingers itch with the urge to reach out and touch him. this is the story from the nurse, the morning after his plan failed.